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This Is Going to Hurt

This flow traces Kay’s movement from private diary-keeping to public advocacy for clinicians and the people who depend on them.

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Saving the DiariesSaving the Diaries from "This Is Going to Hurt". Saving the Diaries A box of records Adam Kay clears papers from his spare room and keeps his old diaries.
Saving the Diaries A box of records Adam Kay clears papers from his spare room and keeps his old diaries. Their stories restore the long hours and intense experiences that he had once simply worked through. Memory becomes material The diaries make it possible to revisit comedy, grief, and exhaustion together. Private notes begin to offer a record of what hospital work felt like from the junior doctor’s position.
Doctors in the NewsDoctors in the News from "This Is Going to Hurt". Doctors in the News A public imbalance Junior doctors are being criticized in the news, while Kay believes they are too busy to explain their own side.
Doctors in the News A public imbalance Junior doctors are being criticized in the news, while Kay believes they are too busy to explain their own side. He worries that the public is hearing only one account. A reason to write Kay decides that sharing his experience can help people understand what the job actually involves. His diaries become a response to a debate that, in his view, misrepresents clinicians’ motives.
Leaving and Missing the WorkLeaving and Missing the Work from "This Is Going to Hurt". Leaving and Missing the Work A different working life Kay now faces ordinary writing problems such as computer failures and poor reviews.
Leaving and Missing the Work A different working life Kay now faces ordinary writing problems such as computer failures and poor reviews. He does not miss the medical version of a bad day. The good days remain He misses colleagues, helping people, and the feeling that he has changed someone’s life. Leaving the profession has ended the danger but not erased its meaning.
The 2016 DisputeThe 2016 Dispute from "This Is Going to Hurt". The 2016 Dispute Public claims challenged Kay sees the UK Government press doctors to work harder for less money and describe them as greedy.
The 2016 Dispute Public claims challenged Kay sees the UK Government press doctors to work harder for less money and describe them as greedy. He rejects this characterization because he knows what has motivated clinicians around him. Advocacy resumed The junior doctors lose their dispute, and Kay concludes that NHS workers need to speak more loudly about their working lives. His response grows from personal experience into public advocacy.
A Request to the ReaderA Request to the Reader from "This Is Going to Hurt". A Request to the Reader Beyond one account Kay emphasizes that the book is one doctor’s point of view, not a complete account of every clinician’s experience.
A Request to the Reader Beyond one account Kay emphasizes that the book is one doctor’s point of view, not a complete account of every clinician’s experience. He nevertheless sees colleagues carrying vivid memories of the sad and difficult events. Public attention as responsibility He asks readers not to accept political attacks on the National Health Service without considering the toll on doctors, nurses, and midwives. A hospital visit may wound its workers more deeply than patients realize.
After leaving medicine
Around the time Kay rereads his diaries
After Kay becomes a writer
2016
At the book’s close